Let’s say this story, rather this part of a story is about two people. Obviously, a Girl and a Boy. Two of them, with their own differences, with their own difficulties, with their own share of problems, with their own issues, with their own small pocket of happiness and with their own broken hearts. But, they didn’t know each other. Staying in the same state, a few miles apart.
Suddenly, one fine day, the Girl finds the Boy. Unexpectedly, in this cruel reality and in her own world of darkness, she finds this Boy. How and when is still a mystery. Well, this Boy could easily be any girl’s charm. Intelligent, attractive, beautiful heart, capable of probably anything. The Girl found the Boy to be very understanding. Little did she know that there was someone that understood her the way she wanted, until she met this Boy. They met, they spoke , they were close now. Infact very close. The Girl had many issues. From parental abuse to sexual abuse. But she was strong enough to handle the frustration, the pain, the despair.
Suddenly, one fine day, the Girl finds the Boy. Unexpectedly, in this cruel reality and in her own world of darkness, she finds this Boy. How and when is still a mystery. Well, this Boy could easily be any girl’s charm. Intelligent, attractive, beautiful heart, capable of probably anything. The Girl found the Boy to be very understanding. Little did she know that there was someone that understood her the way she wanted, until she met this Boy. They met, they spoke , they were close now. Infact very close. The Girl had many issues. From parental abuse to sexual abuse. But she was strong enough to handle the frustration, the pain, the despair.
The Boy. The face that he put on was brave. Very brave. But who knew the story behind it. He was tortured mentally and physically by his own parents at a very young age. Not willing to tolerate the pain, he realised how he needed to fight for his right. Surprising, isnt it? How a small boy could take things in his hand and be responsible at such a nurturing age. Well, that’s what makes him, Him. What he is now. At his early teenage,he was independent, he was capable of supporting himself. Most of all, he was capable of putting up with this world.
The Girl. Young age of fifteen. Maturely immature, with her own pack of issues. She was a writer. Not a good one but what people called her was ‘fine’. She had been through enough problems. Parental abuse, society views, education problems,but she was as jolly as a clown. But she had gone through things that no one could ever imagine. From crying herself to sleep at night to waking up with a fake smile, she had been through the darkest of times. She was a ‘human’. She found happiness in the world of others, she felt flawless when she made people happy, in a way she loved her world , but on the contrary, she knew the cruel reality. Whatever she had been through, there was one thing she was absolutely sure of and believed in, and that was the ‘Truth’. She believed that the Truth was absolute. Absolute even when the Truth was more cruel than any other lie.
Well, we know their differences? But they had way more in common. Similar issues, similar situations and more than anything else, they both had a broken heart. They suddenly found each other and started sharing ‘themselves’ with each other. They Boy did everything he could to get the Girl to believe in herself. More than that, the Boy believed in the Girl. He did everything he could to make the girl feel comfortable, try not to hurt her feelings. Last but definitely not the least, he tried his best to not let the Girl feel lonely. Irrespective of all this, the Girl didn’t realise how much he sacrificed for her, how much he loved her and how much he cared for her.
Obviously she also cared a lot for the Boy but didn’t know how to show it because until now, she hadn't realised how much the Boy had done for her. She loved the Boy a lot, but wasn't sure whether she could show it or not because of her repeatedly broken heart. On the other hand, the Boy now refused to trust the Girl. Again, because of his broken heart which the Girl had now damaged more.
Obviously she also cared a lot for the Boy but didn’t know how to show it because until now, she hadn't realised how much the Boy had done for her. She loved the Boy a lot, but wasn't sure whether she could show it or not because of her repeatedly broken heart. On the other hand, the Boy now refused to trust the Girl. Again, because of his broken heart which the Girl had now damaged more.
They both had their times together. They met. They cuddled. They fell asleep in each others arms. They had silly talks. They whispered in each others ears. They stared into each others eyes. They adored each other. They played with each other like small kids. In short, they loved each other, unknowingly.
But, the Girl couldn’t reciprocate. She didn’t know how to and morever, she didn’t realise that she had to. They started drifting apart, more and more , day by day. They started fighting. They started yelling. Frighteningly, they started regretting.
Soon, none of them could take it anymore. They started fighting again andd again. They started hating each other, more and more, day by day. The Girl spent her time crying , wondering, wishing, dying. The Boy spent his time distracing himself, trying not to be bothered more. He was quite good at this. He was good at it because he knew how much it hurt. Though he loved the Girl, he had to let go of her. Though he loved the Girl, he couldn’t let her know. On the contrary, the Girl couldn’t let him go. She was not ready to lose him yet. She wasn’t ready to stop loving him, yet. She wasn’t ready to forget the look in his beautiful coloured eyes, yet. She couldn’t let go.
But now it was crossing a limit, where none of them could take it anymore. Fights increased, the pain multiplied. Finally, there came a time when they had to say goodbye. They were not meant to be together, they couldn’t lie. Just when ,one day, they decided to end it. He yelled, She cried. She tried, he denied. He explained, she logomachized, Both of them knew, it was time to let go. Time to say goodbye. They had their share of argument. The Boy had to end it, he couldn't take it anymore. Suddenly, his tone changed and a wave of emotion took over him. He thought of the Girl. In a split second, he could see all the beautiful memories he'd had with her. He raised his voice and said "Everytime that I have kissed you, I have kissed you with all my heart. Ive kissed you with all my heart, always. Because I believed in you, but now it's time to let go. Please." Melting on these words, the Girl had no choice, she had to let go.
Their differences might be there for a while, but their similarities will never fade. Both have a broken heart, again they’re afraid. How funny is Fate? They loved each other, but they could never say. Even when they said their goodbye’s, it was just the end of a friendship but little did they know it was also the start of bleakness, all over again. The Boy can never forget how the Girl would smile, giggle and be stupid all the time. The Girl will never forget his eyes and how he kissed her everytime with so much love until she could cry.
A Fate so cruel that it takes away known things unknowingly, a fate so cruel it leaves them with no words. The Girl doesn’t know how much the Boy misses her, the Boy will never know how much the Girl loved him. It all came to an end. Soon. They were back to square one. They were now scared of people, reality and they were scared of getting their hearts broken, again. They were strangers again, alone, unhappy, frightened, going through all the pain once again. The Boy is unhappy, the Girl feels guilty. The Boy regrets his days with the Girl. The Girl now finds it very hard to trust someone again. She never knew she could hurt someone because she didn't make much difference in anyone's life before. Before He happened to Her. The Boy might move on. Maybe he doesn't have to, because he had never fallen for her. But the Girl is in pain, again. Their relation is now like that of the Moon and the Wolf. The Wolf cries at night looking at The Moon. He cries because he knows that he love's a love that he will never reach. Just like the Girl, who know's she loved a love she would never get. This is how it ends. Though they are dead to each other, they will always live forever in each others hearts. After all, that’s what love’s about right? Neverending. Well, how they met is still a mystery. But now, they are just the history.
But, the Girl couldn’t reciprocate. She didn’t know how to and morever, she didn’t realise that she had to. They started drifting apart, more and more , day by day. They started fighting. They started yelling. Frighteningly, they started regretting.
Soon, none of them could take it anymore. They started fighting again andd again. They started hating each other, more and more, day by day. The Girl spent her time crying , wondering, wishing, dying. The Boy spent his time distracing himself, trying not to be bothered more. He was quite good at this. He was good at it because he knew how much it hurt. Though he loved the Girl, he had to let go of her. Though he loved the Girl, he couldn’t let her know. On the contrary, the Girl couldn’t let him go. She was not ready to lose him yet. She wasn’t ready to stop loving him, yet. She wasn’t ready to forget the look in his beautiful coloured eyes, yet. She couldn’t let go.
But now it was crossing a limit, where none of them could take it anymore. Fights increased, the pain multiplied. Finally, there came a time when they had to say goodbye. They were not meant to be together, they couldn’t lie. Just when ,one day, they decided to end it. He yelled, She cried. She tried, he denied. He explained, she logomachized, Both of them knew, it was time to let go. Time to say goodbye. They had their share of argument. The Boy had to end it, he couldn't take it anymore. Suddenly, his tone changed and a wave of emotion took over him. He thought of the Girl. In a split second, he could see all the beautiful memories he'd had with her. He raised his voice and said "Everytime that I have kissed you, I have kissed you with all my heart. Ive kissed you with all my heart, always. Because I believed in you, but now it's time to let go. Please." Melting on these words, the Girl had no choice, she had to let go.
Their differences might be there for a while, but their similarities will never fade. Both have a broken heart, again they’re afraid. How funny is Fate? They loved each other, but they could never say. Even when they said their goodbye’s, it was just the end of a friendship but little did they know it was also the start of bleakness, all over again. The Boy can never forget how the Girl would smile, giggle and be stupid all the time. The Girl will never forget his eyes and how he kissed her everytime with so much love until she could cry.
A Fate so cruel that it takes away known things unknowingly, a fate so cruel it leaves them with no words. The Girl doesn’t know how much the Boy misses her, the Boy will never know how much the Girl loved him. It all came to an end. Soon. They were back to square one. They were now scared of people, reality and they were scared of getting their hearts broken, again. They were strangers again, alone, unhappy, frightened, going through all the pain once again. The Boy is unhappy, the Girl feels guilty. The Boy regrets his days with the Girl. The Girl now finds it very hard to trust someone again. She never knew she could hurt someone because she didn't make much difference in anyone's life before. Before He happened to Her. The Boy might move on. Maybe he doesn't have to, because he had never fallen for her. But the Girl is in pain, again. Their relation is now like that of the Moon and the Wolf. The Wolf cries at night looking at The Moon. He cries because he knows that he love's a love that he will never reach. Just like the Girl, who know's she loved a love she would never get. This is how it ends. Though they are dead to each other, they will always live forever in each others hearts. After all, that’s what love’s about right? Neverending. Well, how they met is still a mystery. But now, they are just the history.
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